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Find Myself

D Am C G

The breaks that I get
Seem to last less and less
Since the day that we met
My life seems like a mess
So much to do
So much to think about
So little time
To figure it all out

It’s kinda like a maze
You know where you have to be
But you just don’t know the ways
There’s always something
There’s always someplace
To do and to be
To find and to see

I hope I can find myself again
This is not until the end
But I’m not going to pretend
That I know

I can’t remember the last time
That I had a mind to myself
But I suppose it takes time
Till you can find yourself
Till you can dig yourself back up
After a lifetime of growing
Roots and shoots and leaves

All the things that I tried
Couldn’t give me what I need
I couldn’t get out in the lead
Everything, that goes by
Is hauntingly the same
As what I see everyday

I hope I can find myself again
This is not until the end
But I’m not going to pretend
That I know

I hope I can find myself again
This is not until the end x2
Comes Around (X)

There goes another one
A toxic message in a bottle
Through the air
To blow up on me when it lands
In the hands
Of someone else

You could say I’m learning
And that’s what I believe
Long as the gears keep on turning
I’m not allowed to leave
This school of thought
Where we’re all taught
At some point in life

Please bear with me a while
I know it must be hard to understand
Just watch the sand
Spill from the bottle

Sorry baby I’m sorry
There’s so few words so true

When you mean it
When you feel it all inside
Sorry, i guess i fucked up again
And I don’t pretend that it’s not
What
I got
For the lot
That I gave

I made the wrong move I
I killed the groove I
I shot the clown I
I’ve got the frown don’t I
I turned around I hit the ground I
I cut the vibe I end the night

And it will always come around again
It’s got to always come around
I feel the burn climb up my back again
I feel my heart beat like a machine

Sorry baby I’m sorry

There’s so few words so true
When you mean it
When you feel it all inside
Sorry, i guess i fucked up again
And I don’t pretend that it’s not
What
I got
For the lot
That I gave

I took a train to Maastricht

I took a train to a little town far away
Night in the day with little else to say
Came down to fate it was half an hour late
Change at the gate to carry on the wait

Came to the station that was under construction
Out to the street under my instruction
Lights in our eyes for commemoration function
Walk in a line towards the main attraction

Giant wheels and automobiles trapped in a carousel
Leather boots and leather chairs, smiling faces everywhere

Pretty place and pretty cold
What a wonder overload
Maybe I’ll come back again
Before it all comes to an end

Chasing Fires

Yeah I know it’s been so long C B7 Em
But I’ve been pretty strong E7 Am7
Pretty patient with myself D7 G7

And all the things I’d rather do
Like coming home to you
On a Friday afternoon
Pretty far

Won’t go chasing fires C D7 G
To put out with my mind
Cause I know that I will find
That which I want most

Soon enough it will all make sense
When the fire of innocence
Lights up the night

It was still today

It was still today that I held u in my arms C G Am E
It was still today I kissed u goodbye F G C
Feels like it’s been so long a lifetime or two
Feels like a lifetime

Came back on my own terms shattered to the bone
Blindly on with my day back on my own
Seeing you all around and seeing you nowhere
We walked here yesterday, we layed just over there

And it brings a tear to my eye Dm G C /B Am G
As to any lover’s would F G C
That they go back alone places
Where The two of them once stood

And it brings a thought to my mind
As have many lovers found
That the simple key to happiness
Is to have each other around

Verse 1

And it brings a tear to my eye
As to many lovers’ too
That there seems to be not enough time
To show how I love you

By The River

Let us go down to the river
Lay our backs against the sand
Forget the people all around us
And things that we don’t understand

Let us wonder at the water
And all that might lay down below
See the sky in all its wonder
As only we could ever know

Summer night
On the banks of the Rhine
Just wonderful
Oh how I know

That only time
Can make a finer wine
Like it can make
a finer memory

Take a ride out through the country
See the lands of mines and trees
walk a mile through the forest
Until the sandy banks I see

Til the night
And the moon’s the only light
make yourself at home
You won’t be alone

Oh my (R)

Oh my didn’t know that I C
Would feel so fine after all this time Am
without you by my side F G C

I guess I had so many things
So many things to focus on
like life goes on, life goes straight ahead
like someone said, i’m sure

Goodbye, goodbye my miracle
pinnacle of my love
my thinking of, my feeling for

I remember as it were today
you kissed me and I went away
“but you should stay”, please dont go
I don’t wanna know, bye bye

Oh my, how you made me smile
when you came along, for a while
when you came along, from far away

then I knew I needed you
I needed you more than I knew
more than I knew I was going to
I guess it’s fine

Bye bye, so long my everything
my diamond ring, say anything my love
and I will be there, for sure

Goodbye, goodbye my miracle
pinnacle of my love
my thinking of, my feeling for

Blacksheep

Ive been waiting speculating
Wondering when you’ll let me go
The people that I’m hating are creating
What I know to be but liberating encarcerating
I should know this place is only waiting agitating
To explode

This business I’ve got here
Is it really worth the wait?
Longing for tomorrow is strong
But came too late

What have i got to lose?
I could buy a new house
And brand new shoes
If my dreams come true
I would be brand new

This business I’ve got here
Is it really worth the wait?
Longing for tomorrow is strong
But came too late

The world is fadin emancipating liberating
So im told the ppl that are waiting undertaking
Smile and hold quiet but the racing emfuriating
Heart beat’s cold fluctuating indicating it
Won’t uphold

The feelings I’ve have here
Can be easy to mistake
The wait for the years to go
Is long but feels too late

What have i got to lose?
I could buy a new house
And brand new shoes
If my dreams come true
I would be brand new

She is

She’s so beautiful C
She’s, just so sweet Am
She’s a flower in meadow F
She’s all complete G

She’s quick to know the answer
She’s always in the right
It’s so easy to romance her
And she knows that that’s alright

She is so wonderful
She is a miracle
She’s the only one for me

She’s so wonderful
Unbelievable
I just wish that you could see

She would be so understanding
She would give you all her love
She would never leave you hanging
She’d know what you’re thinking of

She would tell so many stories
And you would tell so many too
You would get along together
Oh only if you knew

Planted

And I know you’re planted in my mind Em C G
But I Guess that that’s ok G /F# Em
Cause I’m sure enough that you will find
I’d take you any day

All the years C G
All my life C G /F# Em D C G /# Em

All the sights that I see around
I feel like I need to show you
All the great new things that I found
Are not so great without you

Anytime you’re not around
This old Town

Ohh oh where can I go
To not feel so alone
Feels like I’ve been told
To go

Ohh oh where can I go
A place I’ll never know
I know I gotta show
You this

Tell me
Are you still the same
or have you changed, see?
Things won’t be again
what they used to be
All we used to know
has been burnt down, to the ground
All the memories we had
are lost in time
So much of our lives
on which we looked behind
Now we’re all alone

Woods

F C E Am

Goin down the Northaw woods F C
Take a ride across the road Am G
Walking down a muddy path
Frozen prints and broken hearts

Hear the dogs and see the folk F C
In the shadow of the oaks E Am
Listen out for the birds
The parish walls beneath the earth

Ooh the trees that I see F C E Am
The great wood did know to call me F C E Am
To find myself and where I wanna be F C G Am
To try a taste of liberty x2

Get the boots and hit the street
the frozen earth beneath my feet
The heavy fog upon the ground
Golden leaves all round

Up and through the ditch we go
To the field down below
The soil heavy as can be
But that don’t really bother me

When I go

Wouldn’t need to be a man of many riches, common Bm F#m G D
Lift the hammer and pull the plough A Em /F# G
Would not have much things in life but my woman
On occasion, some bad wine

So when I go, I will move my body slow D A Em G
To the rhythm of time Bm A C G
Brace yourself, because woman I can’t tell
Just how long I’ll be gone

Sometimes I wonder, am I suffering alone
Did the stone just fall on me?
As we all know, every man has his vice
And I guess it’s those that make him who he is

Climb on my wagon and wave goodbye
To all the things I treasure and I love
I guess I stay together cuz I’ll see you one more time
But after that what do I do

Now time has passed and it seems to come so fast
The ending that I feared
Through the days the connection we have made
I think it’s grown too strong

So when that time comes that I must go
I will hold a subtle face
But not so far inside as well as you must know
I am empty I am blue

You a Friend

Time, give me time to forget
That you were here
And that you left
Word after word, then we finally meet
Time flies by so indifferently

Oh girl I’ll call you my friend
Being with you brings me joy
I learn so much bout
Life as such
So forgive me for this song

Red is your favourite colour
And your name is JAC
Your eyes are brown and you love HP
My favourite thing to do is just lay down with you
You tell me your stories and I’ll tell you mine

Oh girl I’ll call you a friend
Being with you brings me joy
I learn so much bout
Life as such
So forgive me for this song

Watching films and serials till we can hardly stay awake
Sandwiches and orange juice, maybe one day even cake
I love everything with you my friend
From walking down the street to choosing what to eat

Oh girl I’ll call you a friend
Being with you brings me joy
I learn so much bout
Life as such
So forgive me for this song

Oh girl I dont wanna see this end
Cuz me with you brings me joy
I couldn’t ask for a better friend
Guess I’m glad I know you
Yes I’m glad I know you

I love it how love all life
From weeds in the garden
to the flowers and the palms

I wrote this song

Listen to this song
That I wrote for you
Just for you to take along
Where you’re going to

I wrote this song
For you to sing along
With me
And this melody
Will remind you of me
I hope

Yeah to start anew
Is a little tough
But I’m always there with you
When the times get rough

If you’re feeling down
Or a little alone
I’ll be there I’ll be your clown
Just remember this song

I’ll be there, always
Everywhere, know this

Yes still i know

She’s like the wind.

Brease is cold she is with

When she goes I’ll let her alone

When she stays alone

She’s got eyes full of charm

And it’s so soft

Now the rose is wild

And it’s such a nice wind

Darkest days on the earth

Passion stops the most violent of the seas

Being lonely and feeling hurt

Gettin’ up from your knees

I don’t much care about where you’ve been

because after all i don’t have to pretend

we’ve made something from what we had

if i stayed then oh hell

I am a lonely child, and it’s so dark.

Now the world is wild, that’s the start of the last winter.

Now the rose is wild

And it’s such a nice wind

Darkest days on the earth

Passion stops the most violent of the seas

Being lonely and feeling hurt.

Getting up from your knees.